Around and Around The Frozen Fountain

Jeng Jeng Jeng! "mama, semalam en, sebelum kakak, diana ngan nina masuk wayang, kitorang g masuk Forever 21 then, byk gak ah baju yg lawa" pastu jap g, overheard dari belakang parents ckp, mazlina manshor said "balqish tu, nak beli baju dia kat Sunway. G lah bawak dia" then I was like, EEEK! I did not say that to my mom! but well, yeah, I do want to buy some clothes. bhahah! thanks ma for understanding. My dad did not seem to be in the mood of going for shopping. I know he's facing financial problems. I know he's short of money now when it seems that his projects always get out of hand. But my mom, she's always on my side. Sometimes, I feel bad towards my dad. He's getting older and more sensitive. GOD! I hope he doesn't follow my grandma who is so..... *shut it bal, don't have to tell. Okay, then I waited for them to bring me to Sunway. I waited in the afternoon till I fell asleep. okay then in the evening at 5, my parents brought me ALONE(wooohooo) to Sunway. We searched for 21 Forever. We were almost lost in the huge shopping complex. But, well, with the help of this talented yet brainiac girl, we found it. I tell you, my mother and I spent almost 45 minutes there. wow. Just to find ONE top for me? mehehe. The clothes there were beautiful. But, to find the perfect size for me there were almost impossible. I've small body size. whatever. I bought a top and we went back. And now, well.. sitting here infront of the laptop. The others are watching the movie Jackass.

Okay, here's the thing. I can't help myself from loving Taylor Swift. I found out that my expression in my 'about me' sucked! So, just now, I just read Taylor Swift's 'about me' and I can't stop myself from reading. It was great. I've been her fan and sometimes I thought if Taylor Swift could ever be my sister. I have no sisters blaaaa. So let me start off by, Hi I'm Balqish. I am 15 years old and I grow older every 15th of July and my lucky number is 15. I love my cardigan and my black flats but not as much as I love my family. Taylor Swift inspires me a lot and she gave me some ideas on how to write about myself because I was born to be speechless everytime i'm asked to tell about myslef. How do I begin. No, I don't know. Reading her essay gives me something to tell. I over-think things and sometimes i'm crazy. I can't miss telling you that I am talkative. I tell you, if you're in my shoe, you won't suit yourself because I am a totally different human. I hope God won't make any other human who is similar to me so that'll make me special. I love spaghetti that my mom cooks. It's a recipe from my grandmother. I make sure that my hands know how to use a pan. My junior years in High School sucks and from that, thank God I learn about boys. In every stories of a girl, there must be a chapter of her about guys or love and in most stories of the artists in Hollywood where i'm free to rock the stage, they were picked on in their junior high. Isn't that pathetic? Well, awesome for me that nobody in my life had ever tried to ruin my school years, and years to come I hope that won't happen because if that happens, I'll call my cats at home right away and scare the beejezus outta those b*****s. Yes, b*****s, most of them hates and scared of cats. See? Those things I said, I was out of the way. I am talkative. I don't want to talk much here but there's one more thing, I hate cowards. Me myself, I'm not that real tough but i'm pretty tough inside. No matter what I do, I always remind myself that life is just a piece of cake. You fail if you eat, but you're tough enough if you stand up, give a pissing stare at the cake and walk away. Singing is my obsession. Reading is my well, yeap, still a hobby. So thanks you to eeryone who viewed and spent your precious time reading this piece of whatever. I know that you probably have some other good stuffs to do. But anyway, Thank You. As Taylor Swift(probablyitsannoyingyesiknow) had wrote... I love like sparkles and having the last word. And that's real love. --Balqish :)