Around and Around The Frozen Fountain

So, you guys just gotta know, I've joined scout since I was in standard 4. Active and really active since I was in in Form 1. Yeap, in form 1, I only missed one activity in scout and that was Kawad Hari Sukan. Form 2, I never miss any of their activity. This year, so far, I missed 2. I can't afford to join everything this year as I'm facing PMR. Hell yeah. So, I decided, the latest camping trip I joined, that was 2 days ago will be the last scout activity before PMR. So, in this column, i'll be telling a little this and that about my camporee ;)

   The night before camporee. I wasn't that excited as I was during my first camporee when I was in form 1. It's a pretty normal thing for me. Packing my things for the next day, yes, i remembered every thing I have to bring. It's the same old thing. I even finished packing the next morning. So, my dad sent me to school. I waited for other people. But I was quite excited for this year's camporee because, the people who'll be representing my school was umm.. cool! haha.

   We got there around ten something and guess what, our campsite was been taken by SMK VOKASIONAL FUCKYEA! They are bastards(ooops) leaving us a campsite which got muddy on rainy days and the ground was 'hilly' as I called it. I was the commander for kawad tongkat which was scheduled on the second day. Mehehe, yes I was the only female commander. I was freaking scared. I lost the command paper. Adding more fear in me. So, I tried to ask from a friend of mine from Panglima Perang. Her 'big boss' was stingy towards us. Us? no, I lied to my leader when he asked me, "You have the command paper with you right?" and "You memorized everything, haven't you?" and I answered yes to both questions. Which was also a lie. But at last, after competing with three schools ONLY, (because there wasn't many schools who knew how to do the kawad tongkat. yeap) I won the second place. WOHOOO! the only female commander there. It was after all my first time leading a squad. woot woot;)

   I don't wanna tell the whole thing. Ask questions for more information. I'm so freaking lazy to tell people. SABS won almost everything. We both fought and stand together and put SMK Pandan and the gang dow. haha. that's all. love ya :D

Okay, here's the thing. I can't help myself from loving Taylor Swift. I found out that my expression in my 'about me' sucked! So, just now, I just read Taylor Swift's 'about me' and I can't stop myself from reading. It was great. I've been her fan and sometimes I thought if Taylor Swift could ever be my sister. I have no sisters blaaaa. So let me start off by, Hi I'm Balqish. I am 15 years old and I grow older every 15th of July and my lucky number is 15. I love my cardigan and my black flats but not as much as I love my family. Taylor Swift inspires me a lot and she gave me some ideas on how to write about myself because I was born to be speechless everytime i'm asked to tell about myslef. How do I begin. No, I don't know. Reading her essay gives me something to tell. I over-think things and sometimes i'm crazy. I can't miss telling you that I am talkative. I tell you, if you're in my shoe, you won't suit yourself because I am a totally different human. I hope God won't make any other human who is similar to me so that'll make me special. I love spaghetti that my mom cooks. It's a recipe from my grandmother. I make sure that my hands know how to use a pan. My junior years in High School sucks and from that, thank God I learn about boys. In every stories of a girl, there must be a chapter of her about guys or love and in most stories of the artists in Hollywood where i'm free to rock the stage, they were picked on in their junior high. Isn't that pathetic? Well, awesome for me that nobody in my life had ever tried to ruin my school years, and years to come I hope that won't happen because if that happens, I'll call my cats at home right away and scare the beejezus outta those b*****s. Yes, b*****s, most of them hates and scared of cats. See? Those things I said, I was out of the way. I am talkative. I don't want to talk much here but there's one more thing, I hate cowards. Me myself, I'm not that real tough but i'm pretty tough inside. No matter what I do, I always remind myself that life is just a piece of cake. You fail if you eat, but you're tough enough if you stand up, give a pissing stare at the cake and walk away. Singing is my obsession. Reading is my well, yeap, still a hobby. So thanks you to eeryone who viewed and spent your precious time reading this piece of whatever. I know that you probably have some other good stuffs to do. But anyway, Thank You. As Taylor Swift(probablyitsannoyingyesiknow) had wrote... I love like sparkles and having the last word. And that's real love. --Balqish :)